Ludicrous ways to a moment of truth

I was once told that a thousand doves were not good enough

Those, a thousand years would fall short, making it tough

A thousand rivers couldn’t suffice, riding with full force

To make a single moment worth a lifetime’s course

To wonder why, always a prudent is thought.

Madness survived, for emotions overwrought.

Acting stupid through frivolous ways.

Hoping a dope it would be for all the days .

Through  surreal weather, I was striding ahead

Had no answers, nor reasons in my head

The west-wind moved against my face

Never did I greet an enemy, with such an embrace

Now I know why angels dived and died

Now I know why kingdoms fell with the tide

Now I know the madness and its cause

Now I know the moment that never was.